i’m a fucking crazy ass bitch
a normal person would be able to stay in the same room with her boyfriend and his brother, and not have a full scale panic attack, embarrass herself, piss off her boyfriend (even though he says it’s fine, it’s not), inadvertantly insult said brother, annoy whole family, and end up coming home. alone.
i really fucking hate myself.
the edge of those cliffs was very tempting this evening.